Endogenous (Deluxe Edition)
by Nitroverts
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Starting Point
04:32
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Yet another picture, of what the hell is going on
Yet another useless, unsteady day has come
So many questions, but no one takes the lead
Unlock the measures, of everything I need
Correlation, suffocation - the tension still keeps moving on
Disintegration, deprivation, too strong to handle this on my own
Designation, isolation - from all that I have ever done
It's rejection, it's not possession; I hate what I've become
(This is destroying)
And I keep moving on
Try to overcome myself
But one thing you should know
The starting point - it's all I have
Yet another action, another senseless point of view
A false reaction no matter what you can get through
A strong addiction that always takes control
Beyond the fiction you play another role
Extravision, superstition - like everything seems to be clear
Abdication, correlation, it's just the sum of all your fears
No matter where you go, no matter what it takes
There'll always be another war full of all mistakes
And I keep moving on
Try to overcome myself
But one thing you should know
The starting point - it's all I have
And I keep moving on
Try to overcome myself
But one thing you should know
The starting point - it's all I have
Keep moving on
Try not to waste myself
Keep moving on
(The starting point about to take)
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2. |
What's Going On
04:32
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It is so hard to understand
When everything has turned so mad
It is so hard to pretend
There's only fear before the end
Afraid to start, afraid to lose
In every point you want to choose
So scared of hatred from the screens
Nobody cares for nothing
What's going on here, what's going on
A thousand voices from unknown
They form the darkness when daylight dies
Down to Earth to see the lights
It is so hard not to be pressed
Under the burden of this mess
And every time you get away
They tell you it is not okay
Afraid to say, just not to hurt
And you still keep digging in the dirt
Is this so real or just a fake
Nobody tells you nothing
What's going on here, what's going on
A thousand voices from unknown
They form the darkness when daylight dies
Down to Earth to see the lights
What's going on here, what's going on
A thousand voices from unknown
They form the darkness when daylight dies
Down to Earth to see the lights
So tired of being here so long
So lost to walk alone
Through the shadows
Waiting for another day
So tired of being so sick
To lie, to feel so weak
I don't believe you, don't believe you
Anymore
So tired of being here so long (I don't believe you, don't believe you)
So lost to walk alone (I don't believe you, don't believe you)
So tired of being so sick
I don't believe you, don't believe you, don't believe you
Anymore
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Alienated
03:49
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Have you ever wanted to see it through my eyes
Have you ever tried to walk this way
So blinded in the lights of your own regrets
You want to close your eyes to start again
Hey! You've got no choice
You hear my voice
Thousand reasons just to skip the truth
Why? So obvious, why so dangerous
Once you passed the line you cannot escape
Escape from illusions,
Don't try to complain
The worst of the nightmares
The better the pain
The heart of the broken
With scars on the face
You are so jaded, alienated (like me)
Have you ever tried to see the other side
Have you ever wanted to break the ties
Down to the burning ground
You can’t turn this around
The time is gone, there's nothing left behind
Hey! Do you hear the noise?
You’ve got no choice
Hope now is something that will never come back
No matter how hard you try
It's just another lie
you cannot escape
Escape from illusions,
Don't try to complain
The worst of the nightmares
The better the pain
The heart of the broken
With scars on the face
You are so jaded, alienated (like me)
Escape from illusions,
Don't try to complain
The worst of the nightmares
The better the pain
The heart of the broken
With scars on the face
You are so jaded, alienated (like me)
This is not happening to me
This is not happening to you
This is not happening to me
This is not... to you
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Still hear you shouting at the prison gate
I wish we bounced off to a distant place
We were scoundrels to participate
But today we drink a round to commiserate
I chose to exit, run a different race
Then watched our brotherhood disintegrate
While I was working on my inner state
You were moving work along, interstate
I told you that your pals will put you in a cage
You're slithering around in a pit of snakes
I heard you used your linen to asphyxiate
Last time that we kicked it you said grinning
That's the risk you take
Don't bother me to play another role
Don't bother me 'cause I'm not gonna crawl
Don't take me in, don't let me down
The wounds will take me to the ground
You can see that I won't fall
Now I can take control
Control
I can't believe that I'm seeing this: on the powerlines, your Adidas'
Just hanging there
I took it like a torpedo hit
Yeah I'm a piece of shit, I'm feeling like I'm a piece of shit
You texted that you needed me, I declined on reading it
Couldn't come to read it, I couldn't ease your bleeding
I couldn't help you breathing, 'cause you couldn't free your demons
And I couldn't take the load to save your soul from Satan's hold
Now its either pay that toll or break the mold and take control
Don't bother me to play another role
Don't bother me 'cause I'm not gonna crawl
Don't take me in, don't let me down
The wounds will take me to the ground
You can see that I won't fall
Now I can take control
Don't bother me 'cause I can take control
Don't bother me 'cause I am not gonna crawl
Don't take me in, don't let me down
The wounds will take me to the ground
You can see that I won't fall
Now I can take control
Control
Control
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5. |
Countdown
04:41
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I saw the truth between the nothing
Was looking for shelter for myself
I saw white turned into blue
There's something else that I came through
I knew it happened not in vain
Be honest to the present
Be thankful to the past
There are no other limits
Not first and not the last
Be grateful to the feelings
The way that brought you in
It's more like a premonition
Than someone else's dream
When complicated things become so simple
When all the dark turns into light (turns into light)
When love comes from the hate
It will never be too late
This is the countdown
To begin here from the end
Saw everything beneath the surface
Was looking for answers for myself
Wrong to right and bad to good
I was in need to let it through
Without loss there is no gain
Be honest to the present
Be thankful to the past
There are no other limits
Not first and not the last
Be grateful to the feelings
The way that brought you in
It's more like a premonition
Than someone else's dream
When complicated things become so simple
When all the dark turns into light (turns into light)
When love comes from the hate
It will never be too late
This is the countdown
To begin here from the end
When complicated things become so simple
When all the dark turns into light (turns into light)
When love comes from the hate
It will never be too late
This is the countdown
To begin here from the end
Don't be afraid to choose
Don't be afraid to lose
Don't be afraid to be somebody else
Don't be afraid to choose
Don't be afraid to lose
Don't be afraid to be somebody else
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Hit The Brakes
04:01
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Something behind the memories
Like it was yesterday, the same old mystery
Something I didn't know before
It won't stop me now for sure
There is no need to get away
Next to the fading sun
You've came a thousand miles
To find another times
So hard to walk away
Whatever it takes
Just don't hit the brakes (right now)
How many times you've been in doubts
Everything you kept inside just started to come out
Only a few can understand
There is a flame, it's in your hands
Can change everything
Next to the fading sun
You've came a thousand miles
To find another times
So hard to walk away
Whatever it takes
Just don't hit the brakes
You've came a thousand miles
To find another times
So hard to walk away
Whatever it takes
Just don't hit the brakes (right now)
Just hit the brakes (right now)
Right now
Just hit the brakes (right now)
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Lockdown
02:54
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Lockdown
(This is) lockdown
Lockdown
(This is) lockdown
(This is) lockdown
(This is) lockdown
Lockdown
(This is) lockdown
Lockdown
Lockdown
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8. |
Helladrenaline
03:46
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Have you ever wanted
Have you ever needed so much more?
Have you ever dared to pass this shore?
Have you ever tried it?
Have you ever gone too far?
Have you ever been a rising star?
Have you ever wanted
Have you ever needed so much more?
Have you ever dared to pass this shore?
There's no use pretending
And to hide who I am
Anyway all will turn into slam
And I've crossed the line
It teases me, it will delight
Through the ice and fire
I can feel the shivers in my spine
And I'm so fine
Pushing demons from inside
And I can be so high
Treat me like the hero of your time
There's no use of hiding
There is nothing left to fear
Stop thinking and run into the stream
There's no use of trying
To resist who you are
Don't let yourself to push too hard
And I've crossed the line
It teases me, it will delight
Through the ice and fire
I can feel the shivers in my spine
And I'm so fine
Pushing demons from inside
And I can be so high
Treat me like the hero of your time
Have you ever tried it?
Have you ever gone too far?
Have you ever been a rising star?
Have you ever been there?
To accept the truth with open mind
Have you tried everything to leave it behind?
And I've crossed the line
It teases me, it will delight
Through the ice and fire
I can feel the shivers in my spine
And I'm so fine
Pushing demons from inside
And I can be so high
Treat me like the hero of your time
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Not A Monster
03:51
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So many rumors everywhere, so many fiction
You like to listen but don't hear, such a contradiction
Behind blind walls and opened doors there's correlation
You always see you want to see without objection
And every time you cross the line with estimation
You think you can give a good advice
You don't think twice, no hesitation
I'm not the devil, not the God, I am not the monster
Try not to bother me next time if you look closer
I'm not the hero of the time, I'm not the savior
Just watch yourself and hold the line, make me a favor
Just so much dirt here everywhere, so many slander
You like to think I'm the root and main offender
And every time open your eyes you see no difference
Between the truth and the holy lies
Just ride out the ripples for a while
I'm not the devil, not the God, I am not the monster
Try not to bother me next time if you look closer
I'm not the hero of the time, I'm not the savior
Just watch yourself and hold the line, make me a favor
Make me a favor
Make me a favor
Make me a favor
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Where I Belong
04:45
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It was the moment I realized
I can't believe in all your lies
It was the second I can't regret
How long it takes just to reset
Beyond the doubts and miseries
I had to replay my history
It was my fate, it was my choice
I have no plans to keep the noise
Don't try so hard to recognize
I am standing here before your eyes
You know the place where I belong
I promise you can see it all
I don't give up, keeping the score
I’m stronger than I was before
I know the place where I belong
You think you can stop me, but you are wrong
I bet you weren't expecting that
Finally I stopped to pretend
It was the right time and place
To tell the truth straight to your face
Don't even try to eliminate
With all convictions, with all your hate
There is a way, I'll always find
And leave your chances far behind
Don't try so hard to recognize
I am standing here before your eyes
You know the place where I belong
I promise you can see it all
I don't give up, keeping the score
I’m stronger than I was before
I know the place where I belong
You think you can stop me, but you are wrong
Don't try so hard to recognize
I am standing here before your eyes
You know the place where I belong
I promise you can see it all
I don't give up, keeping the score
I’m stronger, I was before
There is a way, I'll always find
And leave your chances far behind
Think you can stop me
Think you can stop me
Think you can stop me, but you are wrong
Think you can stop me
Think you can stop me
Think you can stop me, but you are wrong
Think you can stop me
Think you can stop me
Think you can stop me
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Break The System
04:21
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So many sleepless nights
I want to close my eyes
Illusion is so clear that I can feel
I can breathe again
The shadows are so near
They're crawling from the fear
They will reveal the life hiding here
Deep inside in the dark
I need to find myself again
To break the system
All I need is just to free the pain
Inside the core
I just need to break the chain
And take the distance
Save myself to stop suffer
Anymore
I look into the past
This time won't be the last
So many ways have passed
But I know I still remember everything
Take memories so real
But they won’t never heal
They’ll never leave the truth
They won’t save me from what I have become
I need to find myself again
To break the system
All I need is just to free the pain
Inside the core
I just need to break the chain
And take the distance
Save myself to stop suffer
Anymore
Anymore
Stop suffer anymore
Anymore
Stop suffer anymore
I just need to break the chain
And take the distance
Save myself to stop suffer
Anymore
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12. |
What I've Done
03:28
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In this farewell
There's no blood, there's no alibi
'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth of a thousand lies
So let mercy come and wash away
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come and wash away
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
For what I've done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
(Na-na na na, na-na na na)
(Na-na na na, na-na na na)
What I've done
(Na-na na na, na-na na na)
(Na-na na na, na-na na na)
Forgiving what I've done
(Na-na na na, na-na na na)
(Na-na na na, na-na na na)
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So many sleepless nights
I want to close my eyes
Illusion is so clear that I can feel
I can breathe again
The shadows are so near
They're crawling from the fear
They will reveal the life hiding here
Deep inside in the dark
I look into the past
This time won't be the last
So many ways have passed
But I know I still remember everything
Take memories so real
But they won’t never heal
They’ll never leave the truth
They won’t save me from what I have become
I need to find myself again
To break the system
All I need is just to free the pain
Inside the core
I just need to break the chain
And take the distance
Save myself to stop suffer
Anymore
Anymore
Stop suffer anymore
Anymore
Stop suffer anymore
I just need to break the chain
And take the distance
Save myself to stop suffer
Anymore
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Alienated (Instrumental)
03:49
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Control (Instrumental)
04:03
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Countdown (Instrumental)
04:41
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credits
released October 11, 2023
Written by Ars Nikonov and Yann Zhanchak
Published by FiXT Entertainment
Mixed, Mastered, and Produced by Nitroverts
Cover Art by Ars Nikonov
"Control"
Written by Ars Nikonov, Yann Zhanchak and John Chmielewski
"What I've Done"
Written by Brad Delson, Chester Bennington, Dave Farrell, Joseph Hahn, Mike Shinoda, and Robert G. Bourdon
Published by Universal Music-Z Songs
Written by Ars Nikonov and Yann Zhanchak
Published by FiXT Entertainment
Mixed, Mastered, and Produced by Nitroverts
Cover Art by Ars Nikonov
"Control"
Written by Ars Nikonov, Yann Zhanchak and John Chmielewski
"What I've Done"
Written by Brad Delson, Chester Bennington, Dave Farrell, Joseph Hahn, Mike Shinoda, and Robert G. Bourdon
Published by Universal Music-Z Songs
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